UPDATE

Holiday for the past week so not much stuff bout school.
i've been a healthy boy for the past few days.exercising=s
yesterday i was on the court.good to see so many old friends and school mates, some from primary school even=s
after toasting myself in the sun when to kovan to play lan
was quit pissed off at one point during the game so i kept banging the mouse ok tht sounds wrong =p
then the uncle dude put a popup on all our comps.. " bang mouse dun let me hear.no refund.and you guys can get the fuck out of my shop".
fierce sia lols
vern was like dun bang mouse bang his mom.
anyway that uncle dude is always trying to be a fucker.
then we went to eat.
as usual after eating we went to our usual spot and sat like banglas =X
we were talking bout.
what will happen if malaysia attacks sgp.
then we started many jokes bout
"o they got tankers fighter jets what not, but they no money to buy fuel"
there were more bullshit then this but if i posted it here. you'll probably see me in the papers=p
today
was damn boring game the whole day i needa start studying opps





I walk with the crowd, alone,
Unseen, or am I imagining?
it's easy keep hiding at home
Still healing

I teach myself how to stay calm
When they wish to behold me
They may, take and divide my time
The secret, no one told me...

Like creatures of the night, they follow...
Bearing the wrong side
Is hard for me sometimes

This need I still can recognize
To swim in the oceans of vanity
Some of us enjoy the rain
Choir: and thunder

For me all the shadows are bright
I'm burning in the starlight and I
Hope to feel light as a kite
And fly towards the twilight of my life

Like creatures of the night, they follow...
Bearing the wrong side
Is hard for me sometimes
And now they

have disappointed my broken heart
I'm dancing, they're demanding
The unknown and innocent days are gone
Taken without asking

Safe, further away,
I'll disappear like a mountain without a trace
They tied a knot on my life
It gets tighter when I try to hide.

"They live like the vultures, for a filthy anecdote
They go thru my bones to find just one odd note
I welcomed them kindly, thus they have the right
To leave me in darkness with my shattered heart"

A face of a newly wedded clown
Doesn’t offer you the high
Now you're lower than the poor souls you feed

Built the walls out of silence
I will not be taken there anymore
What is wrong with your eyes?
Sad for the right reasons?
I'll show you the ashes of life

No empathy behind your eyes
Sleeping like an angel every night

I don't feel Safe,
Can’t disappear without getting my last embrace
They tied a knot on my life
It gets tighter when I try to hide.

Safe, further away,
Can’t disappear without getting my last embrace
Once the time finally comes
Will they dig me up from my unmarked grave?


i'm healing;)
but opps
it follows


Get well soon XXXXXX ;)