the emptiness is filling me
sometimes i just need some attention
sometimes i just need some concern
i hate how it feels.
i guess thats why i'm always trying to cheer people up.
whether i'm still sad or happy.
just don't like others to feel like there's no one for them.
i'm not who i am no more
i hate this i hate this
in every dream i have i say i'm not in love with you but everyday i say i do
study study what the fuck is wrong with me
ahhh fuck
sometimes i just need some concern
i hate how it feels.
i guess thats why i'm always trying to cheer people up.
whether i'm still sad or happy.
just don't like others to feel like there's no one for them.
i'm not who i am no more
i hate this i hate this
in every dream i have i say i'm not in love with you but everyday i say i do
study study what the fuck is wrong with me
ahhh fuck
posted by yoke3 at 8:22 AM
1 Comments:
Hey there you actually made me create an account.
I was browsing google for random searches.
I was thinking bout how empty people are, and I typed in "the emptiness that needs filling,,
Think your the 4th search result lot of christian stuff :P
Anyway, your nice to read reminds me verryy much of myself quite identical style finishing with a rant most people dont understand, nice and chaotic :D
Well that was the introduction.
As far as I can tell your trying to see life less clearly cause its making too much sence for you and too little for others.
heres news for you; the weak prey on the strong.
When someone comes along that will really see you, youll know.
Dont bother sticking your neck out, dont invest.
Just invest in you, as corny as it is and always been the truth.
If your both shy or hes your boy/girlfriend.
Once you start deeming yourself the utmost authority on life you will know what to do.
Ohhh and rejection makes you tough as nails, trust me on that one rejection rules.
Its like a reality check life is now and needs living and after rejection there is no shame, just the next day and a good sence of what they missed out on.
First time as always being harder.
P.S. You dont owe anyone anything, stop feeling guilty about anything.
All there is, is a new morning because the past has no do overs only lessons, and if the first lesson doesnt count?
Why should the ones that follow do so any more.
Okay, stopping before this turns publishable.
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