Inspired by...

left or right.

2008-09-30T10:25:00.000-07:00

sometimes its not left or right.
sometimes the road goes nowhere.

its difficult

2008-09-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

PRESSURED!
boiling water in a pressure cooker.
what happens next!?

it goes BOOM!

long time.

2008-09-23T13:15:00.000-07:00

its been a long long long time since i blogged
and of course for those people who noticed i've changed my link...SURPRISE!
haven't been doing much so far.guess my life is o so monotonous that i can't blog regularly
maybe my life ain't eventful or maybe it is eventful just that i DON'T give a shit!
i think the 3 choice is probably right^^
ok a quick update.
still busy with band as always...if you call that being busy
about band, well things have been pretty much smooth sailing throughout
playing one of the most, i mean the MOST difficult piece throughout my band life

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BARNES THIRD SYMPHONY
somehow the word SYMPHONY just makes it sound so so difficult and impressive
some thoughts on the piece.
to me this is one of the most emotionally challenging piece which is why i really like it
Sadness joy sarcasm reflection, there's just so many feelings and emotion that almost makes this piece a HUMAN being. like normally pieces are composed to describe landscapes , for various moods, blah blah blah...this work by barnes really just take feelings out of you and put it in sound. with that i can't say that i'm looking forward to ending my 3 years in spband with a piece like that...that is if i end in 3 years=x

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next is about school.
FYP is being sucha bloody fucking piece of shit and i will have to get it done too soon.
And of course results...for once i think imma the luckiest person ever to challenge the SP=sure pass label.like really lucky..i shall not elaborate but lets just say i had results JUST enough to make it.

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Random stuff next...
for all you readers who want some funny shit, be it to cheer yourself up or just looking for something to waste your life away laughing check out the youtube's COMEDY section.
some stuff to recommend, the new russell peter's( yeah he's taking it to a new level)
if i do continue with updating this blog yes i'll paste links next time.

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dlpiasdsdpleepoeepvesasdapepyassaocaspu

Notalright

2008-01-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

sorry

2008

2008-01-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

school started again!! so back to blogging AGAIN!! i sound like i dread it don't i ;p
anyway ITS 2008!! amazing how i've lived for the past 18( soon to be) years not fulfilling my new year resolutions. kinda sad like out of 18 i've fail to not even to achieve one=x
So this are the new year res..
1. to fulfill this year's resolution
2. to be more responsible with my studies
3. to be a good SL!!! ( this really depends on them=X )
4. try for solo comp? (TRY TRY only!)
and lastly
5. to try to fulfill next year resolution if i fail this year

thinking back into the past year....
ok then again what the heck

currently trying to study for my programming test it seems like everytime i have to make it through the night to study i will blog.MAYBE... i'm just trying to waste time
but it keeps me awake to think of shit to write here and sometimes the shit traumatise me so much that i can't sleep the whole night so it works
people you really should try this. If it works you stay awake if it doesn't ur in deeper shit=X

#include
using namespace std;
class shit
{
private :
double shitfree,shitfull,deepshit;
public :
shit(){}
shit (double free,double full,double deep)
{
shitfree=free;
shitfull=full;
deepshit=deep;
}

void getshit (void);

void computeNdisplay(void)
{
totalshit = shitfree+shitfull+deepshit;
cout << "shitfree : " << shitfree;
cout << ",shitfull: "<< shitfull;
cout << ", deepshit : " << deepshit <<endl;
cout <<"Total SHIT: " <<totalshit <<endl;
}
};

void shit::getshit()

{
cout << "Please key in shitfree level : ";
cin >> shitfree;
cout << endl<<"Please key in shitfull level : ";
cin >>shitfull;
cout << endl <<"Please key in deepshit level: ";
cin >>deepshit;
};

its a real program,its revision
but i swear you're shitted if u even try this;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS

remember remember...

2007-10-06T09:15:00.001-07:00

;) remember remember the 4ofoctober;)

remember remember...

2007-10-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

;) remember remember the 4ofoctober;)

Past!

2007-09-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Today we played twins during alumni.
brings back memories.sounds better but feels less strong than what was felt when we played together as a batch.
just like how each and every single one of us has a purpose for playing.
Music is how you wish to interpret it.
Warcyre wasn't too bad i think its quite possible=x
inter communication skills=s

update!

2007-09-28T06:57:00.000-07:00

End of holidays and as always the end of holidays spells a new term in school.
Friends all look the same,healthy funny and cock
more new boring modules for me to handle!
otherwise it feels quite the same except abit empty on one part of my life and brimming with enthusiasm on the other;)
was watching this new anime La Corda D Oro. Its basically about this girl who got this magic violin for this pixie thing. with that she joins a school music competition with "music" students.
It really shows how different people have different view and attitude towards this simple yet complicated thing called music.Their purpose and passion.
Upcoming band projects
my first MD
and Alumni concert. to play with meaning ya!
And something bout animes they always seem to contain the same values and purposes in the shows no matter what different type of genre be it supernatural or futuristic.i wonder how people don't get bored even though the basic foundation and meaning is the same.
i'll update more frequently now...SINCE ITS the START of school and interesting things are bound to happen=x
thats all for now;)

like woah...

2007-08-20T14:53:00.000-07:00

woot its 6.02 am
yc have been studying for 9 hours straight;) (9 hours of maths ain't that bad) =X
+ one hour of jogging no sleep!
still wide awake
it really feels good. the morning breeze against your skin and the morning air into your lungs and the morning peace into mind! like woah. o wait its not even morning-.-
alright well so far blown 2 papers away 2 more to go 1 coming in 3 hours time..
always wondered why i wouldn't start studying earlier..the easier way out??
enjoy now suffer later mentality will soon become enjoy now suffer forever in the long term so people stop if you think its worth it=p
i used to think it did anyway....
haha getting used to this ain't that bad ya ;)

no matter...

2007-08-11T12:15:00.001-07:00

whats for the past...

ivedecided

2007-08-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

i've decided to wait for you till your attached and happy
i was wrong.i'm sorry.i wish you well

thanks all

2007-08-03T09:51:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME ;)
many thanks to people who made my 18 birthday memorable

thanks for the cards and a present;X
A.
well coughing got a little better but now hardcore bleeding from the nose like wtf
not a pretty sight

i like this phrase
"life can be so great and so beautiful,all you have to do is just go outside and see what life has to offer!"
it shld be my motto

been thinking bout when i shld study but i realize it shld be asap-.-
alumni prac sat and sun full days
1 week to study! ok
i needa start;)

18

2007-07-31T09:08:00.001-07:00

happy birthday to me!

cough

2007-07-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

*cough**cough**cough*
knns cough till damn tired liao-.-
anyways test today was ok;)
but boring day in all
fever in the morning fever all thru the night~

i swear

2007-07-30T08:20:00.001-07:00

i swear i'm super sick!
*cough cough cough*
tmr test and report *cough*
wed labtest + gems test
thursday project 2 report*cough**cough*
fri i still dunno
sat prac for 1230pm till late
sun dunno*cough**cough**cough**cough**cough*
wadda week wadda jag=x
*cough*
srry dun mind the coughs
but thts how freaking much i'm coughing-.-
*cough**cough*

;) *cough* *cough* *cough*

sorry

2007-07-29T09:12:00.000-07:00

sorry for being weak rash reckless
for being childish and stupid
unable to get over you
for being a coward unable to accept reality
for the things i said that hurt you - unforgivable
for trying to put you behind
i love you and i want the best for you
thankew for everything.the letters the handmade gifts the memories the pictures
you gave in many times tolerated me
you'll never be replaced as you're special
these memories will not die or be forgotten.
i'll do the best i can.
all the best to you.take care.may you find someone worthy

and
this ends how it started i love you bebot...

just because i'm not...

2007-07-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

isn't love blind?
you open my eyes with the things that you say
shattered memories like broken glass
it seemed so real
its easy to leave now
for all was my fault now
the kindest heart i found i lowered into the ground
my tears forever with you
I always gave eternal love another chance...Say the words, I wanna hear... all over again Consuming love, my only reason...

well had a great concert-IBM
the energy between the audience and the band was really good i feel
many pictures
wasn't feeling the best becos of a freakin sorethroat
now looking forward to MD
its time to study

you never knew how much you hurt me just because im not....

did what i could

2007-07-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

i did what i could
i tried what i can
just for ur attention
i tried
fine now you hate me
its fine
i've tried to explain
do what you want
blame all you want
i tried
whats in the past will be in the past
i've tried to live in the shadow
but no
i've tried to forget
but it doesn't help
i've tried to get back
but got a NEVER
now u think all are lies
you hate me
my explanation's rubbish
thts all i'm left
i'll do the romanticide

IT"S OVER
one of life's greatest regrets

lies?

2007-07-27T11:08:00.000-07:00

i know ur reading this so here i go...
don't wanna see me anymore when have you wanted to see me
for all the times i've asked you out.NOT once
you know ur important to me but am i important to you i guess not
you come online just to say hi and bye
you talk to me on the phone just hi and bye
you got all the time in the world for your frens except
does everything in this blog says tht i'm over you
i was not.and would not be
can't you read my pain.
my twosided stands
and what you think i lied?
maybe i did lie not to you but to myself
thinking that u'll still give a damn bout me?
yes its my fault my fault for initiating the breakup.
all my fault.
i regret and i'm sorry
i've got frens around me just like you do... the thing is that i dun give u up for them viceversa
how bout u?
ur world is your frens now? ain't it ?
you have no use for one guy filled with regrets.
yeah you don't care anymore?
of course you can say that, it doesn't matter to you."
twoppl whom loved each other dearly,cant be together because of circumstances.cruel isnt it?im sorry for the pain ive caused you."
you know that i still wanna be with you i made sure u knew that.
love can forgive?
u rather let us be in this state than to forgive.
maybe i not worthy
"
i know we can never be togetherand i wish someone would replace meand make you even happier.that is the day when i would be truly happy."

i know we could be tgr if you gave us a chance.
did you even think that we could still be tgr obviously not
you told me
NEVER
that was the word
NEVER
made me lose all my hope
i cried
i asked why?
did u come back no infact you lived ur life well
u've got frens. all the time
and me..
u really think that i can get over u?
u already did i guess thats why its so easy for you
to be happy?
its not that i dun want u to be happy
and i'm sure i wouldn't affect much

i won't blame you in fact is all my fault.
i took you for granted.i treated you bad
and i regret it.
you want me out of your life its fine
but you have to know i'v been honest

with frens or without i still miss u and am alone without you
just like how you're irreplaceble and how i am honest with u.
this is what i have to say
i'm honest with my feelings to you
everyone who reads this blog can see this i've got nothing to hide bout you
i hope you truly understand what i have to say and intend
its up to you to choose.
its all over.or there's a chance
whatever it is
take care.i'll miss you.all the best in whatever

a picture

2007-07-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

i see the pictures it used to be me
i see the pictures alas it ain't me
i see a picture you with another guy
i so hope that it could be me.it'll never be
no more
i see the pictures with me in it
it slowly turns to grey,
slowly but gradually turns to grey

ITS STELLA'S BIRTHDAY
so happy birthday stella!
long long day today, after school met Charles and Keith after school to watch some pyscho shit
then walk town...town seems to have change so much! where are the uniforms=X
then met the everyonelovesus family games were rather fun lol
then lan at kovan
tired la

getting used to life....

2007-07-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

i can do this ;)

anyway IBM is coming up...
and exams
and the day where boy becomes man =X

been feeling really tired and moody lately,dunno why
yc's losing energy i needa recharge
a new inspiration ??
a holiday?

somebody ooohhhh somebody will anybody find me ;)

results orientated?

2007-07-19T08:14:00.000-07:00

finally competetion's over....silver hohohoho.
what does silver means?
73%-79%??
compared to what level???
ok shall not rant;)

anyway results are impt to ppl i guess.as long as the work for smthing they want a reward to prove that they've been there done that.anyway it was enjoyable while it lasted
congrats to sp clarinets!

i think i'm too contented.aim i can but not work..sighs lazy boy=X
many things to look forward to..IBM, aug concert with the saints! and of course semester exam....

o screwit...

whooohooo reborn...

2007-07-16T09:50:00.000-07:00

Sup people who don't exist tht bother checking this place out( cause people hardly come here anyway)
ANYWAY
yc's back...as if he's reborn
well in a sense reborn with a different view of things
smarter abit;)
my slumber has been rewarded
my mind cleared
my heart's in peace
ok
mst 3/4 failed!
its ok ;) lying to oneself is not a bad thing=p
clarinet fest one more day which is on wed....que sara sara
i'm so clear now it feels so damn good
i've got closure quote "We'll never get back together."
sad is sad.but it clears everything up doesn't it.
single and abit available...it has a nice ring to it eh;)
anyway thanks to a few ppl like weiyi for the comfort during these periods=)
brb

the emptiness is filling me

2007-06-27T08:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just need some attention
sometimes i just need some concern
i hate how it feels.
i guess thats why i'm always trying to cheer people up.
whether i'm still sad or happy.
just don't like others to feel like there's no one for them.
i'm not who i am no more

i hate this i hate this
in every dream i have i say i'm not in love with you but everyday i say i do

study study what the fuck is wrong with me
ahhh fuck

Goodbye my lover...

2007-06-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

In the midst of mst a student,wakes up at night.
only to find his past year's papers crumpled.
his room was in a mess.
he thought "what the f**k"
whose in here!?
then out of nowhere " RWARRRRR!!!"
he jumped backed in shock.
an image begin materialising....

what is it?
what can it be?
to be continued...

ok i'm bored.
mst is fine so far flunk one confirm.
the other not so sure
hahaha like i'm 2/4 in shit alr
2 more days to go to see how much shit i'm in ;)

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

caught in my own prison

2007-06-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

everything i do
the words i write and say
the emotions i feel
the thoughts i have
it just seems to create a wall of judgement around me
it feels like i'm losing myself to the reflections of the walls
i never thought that even a small feeling could put me in such a situation
caught in my own prison
living the life sentence
it seems to me that my past will never let go.
willing unwilling
i never ever thought that you would even go
this prison's making me blind from the harsh reality of life

hohoho finished band camp like finally
nothing much happened nothing really interesting
Mst is still not really done.
and clar choir must practise i need a bass clarinet=s

o well

2007-06-16T11:22:00.000-07:00

First things first, i'm tired of the cynics and presumptuous people . Had enough.

Fake friends. if people wanna be pessimistic about their friends, the relationship between themselves and others seriously i can't do a thing but then without the minimum trust how can you work with others?
When it comes to friends i'll like to give my trust to them.see if i get theirs back.if some how i get betrayed or the person is not what i expect to be. its like o well.a fifty fifty chance
we have to build that trust i think its really important.
Don't build a wall around yourself .Don't change yourself and how you think because of what people say.Think about it
this part is for you know who

kkaes next part

FUCKS( the italics can't change)
finally its ok anyway,
if its in the past leave it in the past
if its in the past but ur still thinking bout it
3 questions : Is it worth it?
How is it gonna be different?
most importantly are you gonna be happy
i'm sure you would get over it some how
if not you'll always have a fren in me ^^

down down

Each one of us is tied to something in one way or another.
a bondage whether we like it or not.for it we'll do what we never think we'll do
swallow the pride.work for it.and what not
i want to be free though

"But life still goes on
I cant get used to living without living without
Living without you by my side
I dont want to live alone hey
God knows got to make it on my own
So baby cant you see
Ive got to break free" from queen

cheer up.
cheer up.
each one one
cheer up. one for me
;)

i'm off

UPDATE

2007-06-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

Holiday for the past week so not much stuff bout school.
i've been a healthy boy for the past few days.exercising=s
yesterday i was on the court.good to see so many old friends and school mates, some from primary school even=s
after toasting myself in the sun when to kovan to play lan
was quit pissed off at one point during the game so i kept banging the mouse ok tht sounds wrong =p
then the uncle dude put a popup on all our comps.. " bang mouse dun let me hear.no refund.and you guys can get the fuck out of my shop".
fierce sia lols
vern was like dun bang mouse bang his mom.
anyway that uncle dude is always trying to be a fucker.
then we went to eat.
as usual after eating we went to our usual spot and sat like banglas =X
we were talking bout.
what will happen if malaysia attacks sgp.
then we started many jokes bout
"o they got tankers fighter jets what not, but they no money to buy fuel"
there were more bullshit then this but if i posted it here. you'll probably see me in the papers=p
today
was damn boring game the whole day i needa start studying opps

I walk with the crowd, alone,
Unseen, or am I imagining?
it's easy keep hiding at home
Still healing

I teach myself how to stay calm
When they wish to behold me
They may, take and divide my time
The secret, no one told me...

Like creatures of the night, they follow...
Bearing the wrong side
Is hard for me sometimes

This need I still can recognize
To swim in the oceans of vanity
Some of us enjoy the rain
Choir: and thunder

For me all the shadows are bright
I'm burning in the starlight and I
Hope to feel light as a kite
And fly towards the twilight of my life

Like creatures of the night, they follow...
Bearing the wrong side
Is hard for me sometimes
And now they

have disappointed my broken heart
I'm dancing, they're demanding
The unknown and innocent days are gone
Taken without asking

Safe, further away,
I'll disappear like a mountain without a trace
They tied a knot on my life
It gets tighter when I try to hide.

"They live like the vultures, for a filthy anecdote
They go thru my bones to find just one odd note
I welcomed them kindly, thus they have the right
To leave me in darkness with my shattered heart"

A face of a newly wedded clown
Doesn’t offer you the high
Now you're lower than the poor souls you feed

Built the walls out of silence
I will not be taken there anymore
What is wrong with your eyes?
Sad for the right reasons?
I'll show you the ashes of life

No empathy behind your eyes
Sleeping like an angel every night

I don't feel Safe,
Can’t disappear without getting my last embrace
They tied a knot on my life
It gets tighter when I try to hide.

Safe, further away,
Can’t disappear without getting my last embrace
Once the time finally comes
Will they dig me up from my unmarked grave?

i'm healing;)
but opps
it follows

Get well soon XXXXXX ;)

A song to tell you how i feel right now

2007-06-08T07:55:00.000-07:00

Remember when we use to look how sun sets far away
And how you said "This is never over"?
I believed your everyword. I guess you did it too
But now you say "Hey, let's think this over"

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling do don't how the words
I found one for you, kissed your cheek, said bye and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying

I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true; mine betrayed me

You let my hand go, and you faked a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while
Why are you crying?

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be... Heaven

I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her, or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you "Hi"
Still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feeling it's still alive, still alive...

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand:

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...

Tallulah, it's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah
This could be...

Emostuff o well one post up =s

clean

2007-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

its official. i'm s****e.
keep thinking bout the past to what avail
it never seems to fade the colours still fresh
every scene every picture every memory
my heart yearns but reality hits me in the gut
its all the best for your future.a future without me

well looking on the brighter side of things...
today was a freaking fun day..
lab test over!
and we went for a ride.marcus kelvin yong cun zhi jian and me.
first stop was business block
well nothing much there. or "cais"
then on the way down yong cun start drawing the windows down on the passenger side to say hi to the girls
then they all dare me to wave to the girls outside and i happened to see fang yu
then i wave to fangyu she wave back and laugh or smile.
then they all say "you got so powerful mehs".
lols
next we decided to drive to NP quite boring since they having exams=s
Gems was as usual boring..
went for alittle self prac after that.
then
reality punched me in the face

You've got a problem

2007-06-05T08:52:00.001-07:00

2b/22 was being an ass of a class today
everyone was shooting here and there.
so well...fun what

well band was good.it kinda sounds better and improve
i'm so glad and proud of mabel
girl u can be so good when u want to keep it up!
And yy the ever caring section leader
thanks for helping everyone to improve.
i am pissed though
why for every one good thing there must be a bad thing
well, everyone is trying their best i don't see why some people should not be even trying.
We can help each other but if you refuse we can't do anything.
there shouldn't be an ego problem accept that . So what if you did accomplish something "difficult" in the past no big shit right.
there is always something more to it more to whatever you accomplished.
yy taught me that.
and for those people who talk only but no action. check urself if u think ur like that please change automatically dun wait till someone has to tell you it maybe too late for you and the section.
i'm not perfect and i'm not good either.but i still think most importantly we have to try
look at mabel perfect example
i'm thankful for the section and hope you fellow sectionmates are.
lets work hard.

we try so hard to no avail
we wish for it
hoped for it
it never came
if only the feelings in the
pictures remained the same
my freedom my feelings my pain
to much for me to pay
it will be the same i hope
but i guess
it'll nvr will
cos the problem's ain't over,its never over
till the day that we have changed

You've got a problem

2007-06-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

monday.

2007-06-04T01:40:00.000-07:00

monday today is just like any other monday.
which is a not so good day for people like me.
and people who dread going to school.
it normally starts off with me trying to get up early*handphone rings for alarm*
i heard a sound.
an irritating sound.so i flip my handphone and press the red button.
sleep.
*handphone rings again*
this would normally be 15 minutes later but still early if i went to school.so i flip my phone and press the red button
sleep.
*handphone rings for the freaking third time*
well this third time is normally the time i would wake since i will only set 3 alarms the night before but i don't wake instead this happens
i press the red button,menu,organizer, set alarm for another 15 minutes
sleep.
*handphone rings again*
this time i press the red button
get out of my bed
and damn i'm gonna be late
so i rush
and sure enough i'll be late for school.
well its a monday thing ;)

look who's back ;)

2007-06-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

i have a fren called XXXXXXthegreat ( not who u all think hor...sorry jeanna if ur reading this cos its not u ;) )
retarded aunty turdy but cute
i consider this person to be trustworthy.
never fail to cheer me up when i'm emo and shit.
so thankew^^

Sp band clarinet section
i'm blessed for being able to be part of this section
lets work hard for the upcoming festival!

i've always wondered how people can actually have so many things to blog about la
like for me today i woke up eat sleep and shit...but how can they have so much description in between that.for example" i woke up..then i felt hungry so i went to eat.after eating i felt like sleeping so i slept.then the food inside my stomach was digested so i felt like shitting and i shat.
"
for me thats already alot of details...but then again if no details people also don't wanna read right
ok wtf am i talking about.
anyway guess i'll be blogging more often since i settled that google account bullshit
cya ppl ard if there are any=X

WAB( what a biaaatch )

2007-03-27T11:33:00.000-07:00

Haaaaaay to nobody....
Today i'll be introducing a girl name hilda.
hilda short, really short but thats nothing to note most girls are short.
but wtf..hilda's a biaaatch. in fact i thot if ur physically ugly u should have a nice personality vice versa.SHOULD HAVE. i guess god was really unfair to her. =''( BUT......
i shan't blame god.
well lets see....SWSY and HUAYI....er (thinking of something nice to say)
SHIT! there's nothing.
maybe she's proud of them i dunno.
i dun think they'll proud of her
they can be good i won't be bias but with her NOT!!!
"The band dun listen to one another"
who is she to comment i mean,
Firstly ur not a good player in fact i think not good is a understatement...2 words YOU SUCK!
secondly i can't even hear you , not that hearing u would be good since u have sucha a beautiful...NOT!!! sound
Thirdly you have no right and that because...u just don't
more like the band dowan to listen to hilda cos she can't play+(
saded.On how incapable people wanna try to comment.
just be humble have a open mind (quoted from various peeps)
well well what else.
o i didn't point no middle finger =p

Black And White

2007-02-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

I'm black your white...
Grey.A boring shade.or is it a colour.
Little by little turning grey. never definate never sure.
For evenly mixed its still grey never one side nor the other.
a little more white,a little less black its still grey.never pure,will never be.

Sp concert

2007-01-14T07:04:00.000-08:00

hmmmm the concert ain't too bad ...actually not bad at all...
they actually had the seniors left one by one..
i was just thinking
SASMB
same great name...
as the seniors leaves is it still the same band?
the music...would it be different
i certainly hope not...
music there just feels different.

its easy to love you cause baby u are beautiful

And all the Fun...saints

2007-01-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

Today school...BIG problem with pbil for peee which is like wtf! PEEE CAN KILL....21 more days left
Its not all bad though...
the art of living is not to do what you like but to like what you do
and thats so damn true like i don't really think i'm good at maths and calculations and stuff but wtf...engineering!!! how...what to do...
i did one whole big wrong move to end up in that.And lived in denial that its no big deal ,thinking i could cope...shit happened man.Happened big time.time to clean up this mess 21 more days...
something in me tells me i can.Results tells me i can't.SO stressed...i need to prove something to myself
shit

left school to meet my inspiration=)
This is why she's a inspiration to me
1.She's hardworking i guess even though she's lazy at times but she's hardworking when she needs to be. which is so unlike me
2.She's been through much bullshit(more than me i guess)but still knows and believes that its something from a higher calling
3.She's always smiling and here for me(well most of the time)
And girl, i love ya^^

Met gar at ps,crapped crapped crapped then sajc for prac
prac was SHORT...
Then dinner and crapped crapped crapped more
Brothers in Sas you guys rock! xcept gar ;p

tmr gonna be the most hated day of the week
Hooooooo...sleep

the art of living is not to do what you like but to like what you do.
and thts the quote of the day.

Inspired by...

2007-01-09T04:34:00.000-08:00

Well... this being the first post is gonna be like most first posts. The word for it is awkward. I don’t keep a dairy and this is my first time blogging. So bear with me=)

Inspired by…
I’m sure that most of us are inspired by someone or some events that changes our life, the way we do things. Some of us are inspired to do big things like committing themselves to solve the many problems in the world. Some small like being inspired to write an article. But whatever it is, Inspiration is a “super weapon” .A weapon that can allow us to live our dreams, to do the impossible.
It motivates, gives passion and hope

Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. Dennis P. Kimbro
To those weary and in need of motivation, Be Inspired. And never ever give up.
OK, enough of random inspiring quotes and all. Go inspire someone today! (Wow life advertisements)

Currently I’ve got lotsa commitments, there’s SAB which is totally kickass.
And there’s sucky like exams coming up soon. Too soon. Today I’ve decided to go full speed ahead for this semester. 90 marks and above maybe tough but sure ain’t impossible. Moreover I don’t really have a choice (crap it)
Gotta keep the motivation up and I sure can’t wait for alumni performances

22 more days to go…do or die =s